Do not Despair.........

I am trying to keep the Faith and believe that God will provide us with the financial means to bring our baby home, but I can't lie.......I am worried. All the sudden it is getting really close and we have exhausted all resources. I am going to travel alone, which will save us ALOT on the plane tickets, but we still have to come up with my plane tickets, accommodations, and anything extra for the trip like food and bottled water :) I'm praying everyday that God will help us and provide for us and I have Faith that he will. We've applied for every grant that I could find, gotten an adoption loan, and had fundraisers........now we are thinking about selling Blake's car and just sharing the van for a while. That would at least give us some money for the trip......seems like an okay idea, huh. If anyone has any suggestions don't hesitate to offer them up. I've been down every road from adoption letters to T-shirts to letters to Oprah :) Chin up, right :)